Running from emotion

I wore my hair back today, but no one was there to see it. I smiled all day, and no one was there to call me on its lie. I was sad today and no one was there to give me a hug. I was spacing today and no one was there to bring me to life. I didn't sleep last night, and no one was there to kiss me good morning. Because no one was gone. You were gone. You were off doing that again. Doing the things you do when you can't face your emotions. Running away from life, and seemingly running away from me at the same time.