Trust

No matter what the situation in life, people act differently. That is a known fact among humans. Some people cover with fake smiles; Some people go further to fake feelings. Many people are one extreme or the other... They either think they can deal with everything, or they can fall apart at the drop of a hat.

Though many feel invincible, there comes a time when, at one point or another, you find out that, to our surprise, you are not, in fact, invincible. Physically or emotionally, you just cannot handle everything.

I believe that those who are alone suffer more greatly than those who are not. The people who deal alone I believe will understand this post better than those who have others, but I will try and explain a little bit.

When you have a support system, yes, obviously there will still be those raw emotions with any situation... But when you have friends to support you, you don't have to deal as much stress. It is passed around to those who care, most often. They are willing to sacrifice time and deal with the pain just as much as you are, because when you suffer, they want to suffer too. That's just how much they love you.

I, on the other hand, am one of those lonely people. From experience, I can tell you I know I am not invincible. The world and the life it sustains just doesn't work that way. You're just lonely.

Those lonely kind of people such as myself deal with the weight of the world. we keep to ourselves when we don't have anybody to lean on. Honestly, I'm pretty sure that's the reason why we look so grumpy and ready to murder someone all the time. Most of the time, it's not because we're actually planning on doing that... It;s because we have so many things on our mind, we're often too deep in thought and don't have time to hold reasonable relationships with others, because of the stuff we are currently dealing with.  Wow what a breath.

Kids like me usually can't trust their friends, or we even don't have anyone there even if we wanted to trust.

With or without trust; with or without that empty feeling in the pit of  your stomach; love or no love;

                                          The world does move on.

Wallflowers

To write a book is to have the power of giving life... You can do anything, be anyone, you can be you without having ass holes that criticize you wherever you go... It's so  much simpler...


I will be honest here, I recently saw the movie Perks of Being a Wallflower, and it was the best movie I have ever seen... So this post goes out to all you Wallflowers... to whom I wish eternal strength against the arrogant ass holes in life; to whom I wish I knew because when you have people you can relate to, you don't feel so alone. To whom I wish a fair shot at eternal happiness....

Why?

Because we wallflowers see everything.
We hear everything.
We know more than we let on.
And we put up with every little single freaking thing and don't get anything in return.

Because you wallflowers out there deserve to be happy.