The most magical person in the world. Someone sent you to make it better, and that's what you do. Like a cloud of magic floating around in a breeze of loneliness. Something sparkly in that dark corner of the basement. A flower of faith sprung on Earth, a sign of life. Just a single sign among so much death and misery. There's you.

Oh so beautiful, delicate-looking, but a wall of faith, of the unimaginable. A heart made of faith, smiles, pure magic.  There is no word that can describe you. If I tried, there would be a list of words much longer than any that exist. You are oh so perfectly you. There's no one else who comes close.

You are the one piece of inspiration no one can ignore. You touch everyone with the sense of who you are. You're an angel, but so much more than that. More special. You keep the world spinning. People moving. Most of all, you keep my head on straight and what little sanity I have left safe. I'm hanging onto the edge of a cliff, but somehow with you there it doesn't seem so bad. Like it'll all be okay.

I know I'm going to lose it when you leave.

Because

 "Everyday is a battle and you are my sanity."

                     --K.

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Life has to get worse before it can get better.

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If you're in pain, then I'm in pain. That's how it works. You fall, I'll pick you up. You cut, I probably will too. You cry, I'll hold you as long as it takes. You feel lonely, I'll be there to hold your hand. When you get pissed, I'll warn everyone to stay away. That's how it is. 

                  

                               I'll be there to feel it too.

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I have chosen to keep this blog completely anonymous to the people I know, and even to those I don't for particular reasons. When you talk about life, many people are annoyed with your "Dumb posts" or "Stupid thoughts."  But  sometimes you just need someone out there who will listen for once.



So, if you know who you are


                        I love you L.... <3



                                                   Do not ever forget that.

Too much like

More and more often, I find myself wondering if it's possible to have too many people like you. Sure, you can call all of them your friends, but what happens when they finally realize what they have? That they have you, and then all of a sudden they realize that maybe they can be happy with you, like no one else...

I've never wondered this before... But maybe, just maybe,  it's possible.

I admit on a daily basis I have people claim that they really like me and I feel like I'm being pulled limb from limb.. Sometimes people need to stop and think about how the people around them will react, not just how they, them self, will feel.

All anyone wants to do in life is fit in and be appreciated. I am here to tell you, that there are, in fact, people like me who don't want that. I don't want to fit in, I couldn't care less about what people think about me. I would rather know I'm loved by one person than be liked by a whole bunch of others.

When you have people breathing down your neck all of the time because they want to be WITH you, they want to be happy WITH you, it gets very stressful. It's like it's all one huge freaking game to see who is right. They don't care about you, they just want to be happy.

Yup

Everything may not always work out for the best, but in the end, you'll sure as hell learn one thing or another.

Help

People hurt. They hurt bad. When someone hurts the only thing you can do is be there for them. You can't fix everything, you can't make it 100% better. You can't take away their problems, you can't make life better. What you can do is let them know that you are never going to leave their side no matter what happens. That you won't give up on them.

"A best friend is someone that loves you when you forget to love yourself."

                                    --Unknown