Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Yup

Everything may not always work out for the best, but in the end, you'll sure as hell learn one thing or another.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Help

People hurt. They hurt bad. When someone hurts the only thing you can do is be there for them. You can't fix everything, you can't make it 100% better. You can't take away their problems, you can't make life better. What you can do is let them know that you are never going to leave their side no matter what happens. That you won't give up on them.

"A best friend is someone that loves you when you forget to love yourself."

                                    --Unknown

Friday, December 7, 2012

Fate

I've always believed that everything happens for a reason, and I have yet to believe something else. Nothing has changed that thought that has been discovered. We feel pain and suffering, and happiness and excitement. Without one or the other, we would not be able to feel. I thank those who have pulled me back up when I didn't think I could get back up again. But I also thank those who have not. Without that suffering I wouldn't have found the strength inside myself to get back up when everyone else needed me. You taught me to raise my game and get over your hatred.

Everything happens for a reason, the good and the bad, but in the end you learn. You learn from the past and you learn from your mistakes. You learn from feelings and you learn from actions. You learn from life and you learn from death.

You get back up when you have no hope, and you fall even when you feel that nothing can touch you.

And when you don't, someone like me will be around to carry you back to where you're supposed to be.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

More Life

Ever heard that song by Eminem called Not Afraid? If the world worked like that and we could pull each other up when we fall down it would be a better place. More strength, not as much pain... the pain would be shared and the weight would be lifted off of your shoulders.Eminem raps from experience and emotion... His words are chosen carefully and with meaning, not just a bunch of words thrown together to look cool and appeal for money... He makes money off of something true in life. That's how it should be. Or at least I think so.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

?

When you run out of happiness you get lost. You don't know what to do, where to turn, who to tell. I think when your happiness disappears then you're faith and hope want to leave, too. They want to follow that happiness. I know I've lost hope... I literally do not believe in hope anymore. I've managed to hang onto my faith for now, but I can say for sure that the word hope brings me nothing but pain.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Trust

No matter what the situation in life, people act differently. That is a known fact among humans. Some people cover with fake smiles; Some people go further to fake feelings. Many people are one extreme or the other... They either think they can deal with everything, or they can fall apart at the drop of a hat.

Though many feel invincible, there comes a time when, at one point or another, you find out that, to our surprise, you are not, in fact, invincible. Physically or emotionally, you just cannot handle everything.

I believe that those who are alone suffer more greatly than those who are not. The people who deal alone I believe will understand this post better than those who have others, but I will try and explain a little bit.

When you have a support system, yes, obviously there will still be those raw emotions with any situation... But when you have friends to support you, you don't have to deal as much stress. It is passed around to those who care, most often. They are willing to sacrifice time and deal with the pain just as much as you are, because when you suffer, they want to suffer too. That's just how much they love you.

I, on the other hand, am one of those lonely people. From experience, I can tell you I know I am not invincible. The world and the life it sustains just doesn't work that way. You're just lonely.

Those lonely kind of people such as myself deal with the weight of the world. we keep to ourselves when we don't have anybody to lean on. Honestly, I'm pretty sure that's the reason why we look so grumpy and ready to murder someone all the time. Most of the time, it's not because we're actually planning on doing that... It;s because we have so many things on our mind, we're often too deep in thought and don't have time to hold reasonable relationships with others, because of the stuff we are currently dealing with.  Wow what a breath.

Kids like me usually can't trust their friends, or we even don't have anyone there even if we wanted to trust.

With or without trust; with or without that empty feeling in the pit of  your stomach; love or no love;

                                          The world does move on.


Monday, November 19, 2012

Wallflowers

To write a book is to have the power of giving life... You can do anything, be anyone, you can be you without having ass holes that criticize you wherever you go... It's so  much simpler...


I will be honest here, I recently saw the movie Perks of Being a Wallflower, and it was the best movie I have ever seen... So this post goes out to all you Wallflowers... to whom I wish eternal strength against the arrogant ass holes in life; to whom I wish I knew because when you have people you can relate to, you don't feel so alone. To whom I wish a fair shot at eternal happiness....

Why?

Because we wallflowers see everything.
We hear everything.
We know more than we let on.
And we put up with every little single freaking thing and don't get anything in return.

Because you wallflowers out there deserve to be happy.