I'm Sorry To You

I really just wanted to say I'm sorry. Every day it continues to amaze me that one little word can mean so much. That one small thing can have so much power. I wanted to say I'm sorry because this time I finally mean it. I'm am ready to apologize and I am accepting yours. I am sorry that I said all those things after you were gone. And I'm sorry that you believed what they told you because no one should have to feel what you put me through. I'm sorry that I couldn't have held on longer because I realized that that was my plan: to hold on a long time. I'm sorry that the people you knew didn't approve of me. I'm sorry that we couldn't have gotten along and that you didn't listen to me. But I'm mostly sorry that you didn't give me a second try because I would've made that the best time of your life on Earth. I'm sorry that it doesn't exist anymore.