More and more often, I find myself wondering if it's possible to have too many people like you. Sure, you can call all of them your friends, but what happens when they finally realize what they have? That they have you, and then all of a sudden they realize that maybe they can be happy with you, like no one else...
I've never wondered this before... But maybe, just maybe, it's possible.
I admit on a daily basis I have people claim that they really like me and I feel like I'm being pulled limb from limb.. Sometimes people need to stop and think about how the people around them will react, not just how they, them self, will feel.
All anyone wants to do in life is fit in and be appreciated. I am here to tell you, that there are, in fact, people like me who don't want that. I don't want to fit in, I couldn't care less about what people think about me. I would rather know I'm loved by one person than be liked by a whole bunch of others.
When you have people breathing down your neck all of the time because they want to be WITH you, they want to be happy WITH you, it gets very stressful. It's like it's all one huge freaking game to see who is right. They don't care about you, they just want to be happy.
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