Right now I am at a loss of words. Each descriptor fails me. Nothing can be enough to describe it all... nothing will ever be enough to describe what's happening... The closest you could get would be the word death...
People wanting to die, people who wish to die, people who believe it will be easier to die, people who want to die because they think no one cares... people who want to die because they see no other alternative. Life finally captured them and pushed them. Pushed them far enough to the edge of the cliff where they start to wonder what it's like down there... they start to wonder what it would be like to fly. They want to know if maybe they can and maybe it will be better, even though flying for humans doesn't exist. Not yet.
It's too much pain and all you think about is making the pain go away. All you can think about is stopping it, thinking about how it could all be better so simply. How even though it sucks now maybe it will be better after.
You don't know that it will. You don't know for sure; you can't say it will get better. Because here on Earth it's the exact opposite.
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